Finally delurking to say how much I love this story, even though Jensen's angst is slow torture to read. I, personally, could never put myself through something like this - competing for someone's love. I just want someone to love me so much that no one else even comes close, you know? And I want Jared to love Jensen that much, too - just realize, already, that Jensen's THE ONE and kick everyone else out right now, dammit! I wish it was that simple, but I know, the whole premise of shows like this is that for some people it's not easy to choose. But the dragging it out is agony, and I hate seeing Jared with other people almost as much as Jensen does - which goes to show what a good writer you are, because I'm totally hooked despite feeling so bad for Jensen, and you've got me loving/despising *fictional characters* like they are actually living all this ;) I will confess that I have to read the comments for each new update *first* before I can read the actual story, so I'll be prepared for whatever happens. I swear, I couldn't hang in there for anyone else but you!! Looking forward to more, hopefully soon...